Thursday, March 29, 2012

Assalamualaikum semua. Hows life? Westlife? Ehee. Tengah dengar Flying Without Wings. Lagu ni tiba2 bagi macam semangat pulak. Tengah sakit belakang la. Duduk lama sangat mungkin. Mana bumper x mantop. Hupppssss. Lagu ni me dedicate untuk siapa2 yang tgh baca. Lagu ni buat me jatuh sayang sangat2 dengan insan2 sekeliling me. Especially buat suami tersayang. Termasuk this lil' fella. This lil' Tiny. Yang buat tummy ibu semakin ke depan. Dengan jayanya. When u know how much that means u've found that special thing, u're flying without wings. Heee. Mata sudah mula jadik rambang bile tengok barang anak. Gown & romper especially. Comel sangat. Zaman kite dulu mane ade secomel itu. Hiksss. Rasa macam nak start beli sikit2 baju dia. All white. Senang. Habis cerita. Kalau nak beli sekali harung memang tak laaaaa. Budak pun cepat besar. Sat gi kejap je dah nak masuk prasekolah. Kemain mak ko berangan dik. Haiss sekarang ni kat ofis susah benar nak duduk. Dah ade penghadang baru. Tokleh rapat dengan meja lagi. Huwaaaaa.

Hikss..ade lagikkk. Jap ea..

Haaamek ko. Kemain nau bulat dia, Winkwink
Kan dah tak boleh masuk celah meja tu. Hahahahahaha. Hokey, saje nak letak lyric Flying Without Wings ni. Layanzzzzz. Minggu depan boleh jumpa BFF x agak2 nya. Heee. Havva great day!

Everybody's looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You'll find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be

Some find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lover's eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you've found that special thing?
You're flying without wings

Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You'll find it in the words of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cry

You'll find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

So impossible as it may seem
You've got to fight for every dream
'Cause who's to know which one you let go
Would have made you complete

Well, for me, it's waking up beside you
To watch the sunrise on your face
To know that I can say, "I love you"
In any given time or place

Gives me the wings that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
And it's like flying without wings
'Cause you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings

And you're the place my life begins
And you'll be where it ends
I'm flying without wings
And that's the joy you bring
I'm flying without wings

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

Gagal lagi..

KPM tak luluskan pertukaran untuk kali yg ke berapa ntah. Sms husby takut2 sebab dia yang nak sangat suruh me mintak tukar. Bile dia call, dia pujuk. Dia tenangkan hati buat me lagi nangis. Belum rezeki. Doa slalu supaya lembutkan hati panel2 BPSM KPM., tapi mungkin ada hikmah. 

Tak ape lah. Apepun semalam hati gembira bile gatal pergi klinik semata2 nak tanya normal ke sakit belakang. Padahal me baru 22weeks. Doc said semua tu normal. Tunggu sikit masa lagi kaki pulak bengkak katanya. Takpelah, harungi sahaja untuk si dia. Lepastu tanya lagi, "saya kan malam2 sekarang ni asyik terjaga je. Nak tido susah pulak tu. Rasa dekat bahagian ari ari ni macam ada org buat bubble dari dalam. Kadang2 terkejut". Doc boleh cakap ibu dia ni x sensitif langsung??? Baby gerak pon tak tau. Eh mcm kite ni dah pernah mengandung pulak. Ni kan 1st time mane la kenal sangat. Bile scan and baby bergerak, at the same time me rasa, barulah tau tu gerakan dia. Well, doc tengok kepala dia normal dah ada garis pmbahagi (betul ke x term ni) kalau x de bentuk Arrow -----> kene la jumpa pakar. Alhamdulillah. Bibir pun penuh. Tulang ok. Takpe sayang, bile kenangkan semua ok pada si kecil, sedih x dapat tukar pon boleh hilang. Belum rezeki kita kan.